dear diary

so i am in America and funnily, i feel like i brought the heat like i always do in temperate climates. it is winter yet today felt as warm as a cool/rainy day in Malaysia. what a good day it is to be out. God is in the weather, i felt it today.

i have left a number of things back at home – most i forgot to bring with me. among these things are the silver winter coat my father bought, a 500g packet of (Malaysian-made) Milo, toothpaste, a working SD card for my camera [because the one i have in this snap & shoot is defunct for reasons i do not know], a proper working US-adaptor, colorful ankle socks, and my violin. but these are things that can be bought and replaced. then there are those that can’t like you who’ve made your way into my life.

but what can i really do. i will be patient and wait. things will be okay because there are things in this world that you know deep inside you that it will work out. and this is one of those things.

which is also quite ironic because lately i have been dabbling with the idea that ones sureness of something does not equate to the soundness of an idea, much like how the whole notion of strength in numbers [in terms of intellectual pursuits] is a stupid idea altogether. even then, i feel like it will be okay. this is me trusting my gut completely. no matter how insane or ridiculously things are, my priorities are set. this is what i want. and what i want, i work for.

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